My first CD experience occured mostly by accident. I had put up an ad for an older, aggressive top. The respondant I went with was a 40 year old, ruggedly handsome muscle guy. I was only 18 at the time and quite slender.
Through e-mail we established that he planned on humiliating me. He asked me a few things about my body shape and size. I had no idea what he had in mind until I showed up at his place.
When I arrived I let myself in as he instructed. In the room I entered there was a spread of clothing and a wig with instructions I was to put them on and wait on all fours.
The clothing consited of a red and black corsette, black elbow-length lace gloves, black lace crotchless panties, a garter belt and matching black thigh-high stockings, thigh-high shiny black pleather boots with stilletto heels, and a wild purple, black and pink wig. He also left a blindfold and a collar and leash, and some make-up. A small tube of lube and a butt plug sat waiting.
I'd not expected to be asked to cross-dress and I wasn't totally comfortable with it, but I promised I'd submit to his fantasies, and so I began to dress myself. First went on the corsette, then the panties. As I pulled the thigh-highs up over my knees and connected them to the garter belt, I felt a sudden sexual thrill rush through my body. I realized I was getting dressed up specifically to be fucked and used.
I pulled the boots on next. Everything fit me perfectly! Next came the wig. Then I went to a mirror and put on some lipstick and eye-liner the best I knew how. Lastly I pulled the gloves over my arms, put the collar around my neck, knocked on the door, and got onto all fours to wait. I squirted some lube onto the butt plug and eased it in. As I waited I glanced over myself and instantly my cock became rock hard, extending out from my crotchless panties. I actually looked hot!
My guy opened the door. He stopped and looked me over, then put the blindfold over my eyes, clasped the leash to my collar, and led me into the next room. There he pushed me back onto my butt and started telling me what a trashy slut I looked like.
I felt like a trashy slut! I wanted to be used like a trashy slut. First the guy had me suck his cock hard, calling me his little girl and telling me that my ass was going to be his soon. My cock throbbed with anticipation. I sucked him like I imagined a cheap trailer slut sucked a guy's cock in thanks for a nice dinner.
My guy pushed my head toward the floor and had me suck on his toes. I felt a cold wetness running down over my ass and panties, dripping off my cock. He must have been pouring lube all over my ass, I realized. From the feel of it he was using almost an entire bottle!
He pulled his cock away and took me by the neck. His other hand slapped my face again and again until I began to wimper. He hauled me roughly to my feet and pushed me hard onto the bed. Strong hands flipped me onto my stomach and pulled me backwards until my feet flopped off and hit the floor. He steadied me agains the bed smacked my ass cheeks hard. I winced and tried to swat him away but he pinned me down. He swatted again and the butt plug fell out. Taking that as his cue, he stuffed his thick, hard cock into me from behind and began to fuck me roughly. I cried out, trying to sound as feminine as possible. That made him fuck me even harder.
He pulled the blindfold off me. I looked and in front of me was a big-screen TV displaying ... me! Me, all whored up, my body rocking violently as his muscular form pounded into me from behind. Another erotic thrill shot through my body, making my cock tingle. I looked SO Fucking Hot! I saw next to the TV a camcorder set up on a tripod. He gripped my neck and choked as he fucked me until I began to get dizzy and clawed his hands away. He grabbed me hard to him and spun me around. He reached down, grabbed me around the waiste, and pulled me over his shoulder. I imagined my booted legs kicking as he spanked my helpless ass.
He pulled my leg over his head so his cock fell into view of my face. I began to suck his cock as he ate my abused ass. I tasted the sweet lube and realized how fucking dirty I was being.
He tossed me onto the bed and grabbed me, positioning me doggy style so I could watch myself get fucked from behind again. He pushed my head onto the bed and told me to grab my high heels, which I did. I craned my neck so I could watch the hottness go down on the TV screen. Then he flipped me onto my back so my head was hanging off the side of the bed. He pushed my legs back behind my ears and fucked me missionary. The constant thud of his cock against my prostate caused me to orgasm intensely, though I didn't ejaculate. He alternately slapped at my face or choked me, always telling me what a fucking trashy whore I was.
Finally he pulled out. He straddled my face and blasted hot streams of runny cum onto my made-up face. His cock twitched as forced my head around to face the camera.
As a last humiliation he ordered me to jerk off as I said nasty things about myself. When it was time to cum, he pushed my legs back so that I had to cum on my own face.
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He told me he would keep the lingerie & wig to guarantee I'd be back. Unfortunately, he never did arrange another meeting. A few weeks later though he did send me a link to an amateur porn site. There I was, dolled up and lubed, getting fucked like a slut for the world to see.